I like to believe I am strong, I am open but on most day I do not have the grit to demonstrate & protest, well not in the ways I’d really like to. Yes I’m shy, I’m an egoist, I fear letting you know who I am, who I dare to be, what I dare to say, why ...Oh just in-case you are to judge me for being me! huh!

Maybe the comforts of my life have made me soft, I am all fluff with fancy words at the tip of my tongue, in skittish corners of my mind, need I say more…

Words are all I’ve had though now they seem to choke me, I cannot breathe and so I spew them all over here like rubble and crap

Silently letting go, for all the times & all the tears I dared not shed

I LET GO
I WANT TO LIVE
I WANT TO LOVE
I WANT TO GIVE
I WANT TO TAKE
AND SO I LET GO SOME MORE
SO I CAN BREATHE IF JUST FOR TODAY